Stop looking

Sometimes when you aren’t looking for someone to be with things can change in a instant. I wasn’t looking for anyone just looking to make new friends. This amazing person messaged me and got my attention just by a hey. We started talking became friends. This man is the most amazing, incredible, sweet, goofy person i know. He has taking all my badge and more. He loves me and more importantly he loves my kids. My kids adore him in every way. I have never felt so great and lucky to have someone in my life before. He is the one that I see such a big future with. I think about it every time i look in his eyes and i cant help but smile at him. It’s like being lost in something that you cant even describe because you know that it is just perfect. I want to be with this man for the rest of my life and i know that i will. You see he is worried about messing this up but what he doesn’t know is that i am so scared that i am going to run him off. I know that i cant throw anything at this man that he cant handle. All he wants it to be happy with our family in his arms. I dont even know if he knows that all i want is to be in his arms with our kids and for him to be there for us to be together standing by each other side by side through thick and thin, better or worse, sickness or health, till we both take our last breath. This man is the one that i want to look into his eyes while walking down the isle cry my eyes out because i am so happy. I want to look into his eyes with everyone we love and tell him i do. I want this man to be in my life for the rest of my life. I am not sure if this man knows that i am one hundred percent all in. My heart is completely full of love and i am amazed at how much love i can acually give to someone else. I want to have this so bad and forever be with this man that im worried that at the end of the day acually telling him how i feel about everything even more into depth about how i feel that i might scare him. He really is the best thing that has ever happened to me and my family. I am so lucky to have found this man. now we have our family and i will not lose this to anyone!!!